hey....srry its been so long i guess a lot has happnd since the last time i wrote lol well whats new with my life? hmm im on the swim team and let me tell ya its not what i thought it was gonna be but hey its making me not b lazy and sorta gettin me in shape i guess.....but besides swim not a whole lots been goin on ..... been hangin out at fargs a lot, ok every weekend but i cant help it its always a party and those monster cookies omg irresistable.....i love hangin out with my friends out there some how no matter how exhuasted we are frm the day before we always manage to stay up til the crack of dawn the next day its soo crazy i dunno ......lol oo i got a new puppy and he is a handful! but i love him and hes awesome hes my lil buddy...haha hmm i dnt rly no what else to say been hangin out with all kinds of ppl and its great im soo happy right now .....i wish everyone could b happy too but hey thats life  and its not always a walk in the park trust me i should kno hah .....that reminds me of when we walkd frm the park in cc one time wow..... we sure did get in trouble haha

hey hey everyone hows it goin? im hoping wonderful!! well our break is pretty much over im sad to say but hey i sure did have a hell of a time.....now its only four more weeks til our next break.......oo well im sure its not goin to be too terrible hmm not too sure about what to write just that this was a rly fun week and i loved every minute of it....lol oo i could tell you about my exciting experiances with my hair ....haha im sure you rly want to no about this but oo well lol.....well it startd wednesday when i went down to columbus expecting to not have too much change to my hair....things did not turn out that way at all......i ended up goin frm a blonde to a brunette.....and omg it was a horrible thing but then on friday i got it fixed a lil bit....and thats pretty much how my hair got to where it is now....yea  i dnt rly no what else to say just that i had a lot of fun this week and if u dnt kno what all it was its prly cuz ur not supposed to....lol no i didnt rly do ne thing all week mostly just sat around bout it lol .....i did go and see casino royal wow it startd at 10 and didnt get over till about 12:30...by the end of the movie i was soo confused but thats kinda typical for me lol hmm i also went to the boys scrimmage and everyone did rly good i cant wait till the games its goin to b soo much fun! i think im done writing b/c i think ive typd a lil too much ne ways and i rly dnt feel like typing more......the break is over but nothing can last forever soo we just have to suck it up and move on.....

im so upset rite i dnt even feel like changin the damn font. its just gonna stay like this and if you got a problem with kiss my fuckin ass. yea soo im not tryin to b a complainer rite now but i am really fuckin tired off ppl pushin me around and tellin me what i should do. ya and when ppl ditch me for some stupid shit that rly pisses me off cuz i dnt think i would do that to ne body unless they did it to me first. stuff like that makes me rly upset if some one important to me needs ne thing even if its rly little i try my hardest to help them out . just cuz thats the kind of person i am. but what i dnt understand is when the same ppl i helpd out wont help me out i dnt get that? what the hell is wrong with everyone?? i no i can be a lil bitchy sometimes but i mean come on? im not accusing ne body of neything its just that i guess i put my trust on too many ppl when i shouldnt b/c there not as trustworthy as i thought they were.....im sry if ne body gets mad at this but ya no what i dnt care......b/c you kno what you dnt care about me ? and then why is it even tho im nice to some ppl and i try my hardest to stay on thier good sides? why do the still want to hurt me? i didnt do nething to them ? i guess i need to learn that the world isnt a nice place at all, and that no one is out there to help you when your down but your self .... hmm i rly tired of being dependant of other ppl too thats gettin rly old...ok and you kno what rly rly pisses me off more than ne thing ever! is when ppl can tell me that i could have been stronger this season even tho i pulled half the muslces on one side of my body!!!! ya you think one pulled muscle hurts? try pullin three at the same time...WHAT THE FUCK!! then theres the ppl who had the same ass problem "supposidly" and they toughed it out ! YEA RITE!!! thats a straight ass lie theres no way they did i kno it for a fact and then what rly pisses me off is when ppl call me a sissy for not finishing the season oo and then theres the one where i was FAKING IT? ok seriously why the fuck would i do that?? if you can fake all of that seriously its ur calling BE AN ACTOR b/c your good.... yea i think im done i feel a lil better now i guess next time i write in here itll b a happier entry k sry you all had to go thru that all that stuffs been on my mind for awhile i just had to get it all out

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well its been another fantastic week... and theres only one more week till break im gettin really excited....hmm this weekend sure was an awesome one tho! friday i got to go with josh to his cousins house let me tell ya that was a party! then we met up with arther olivia carla and matthew and watched strnger than fiction....it was on ok movie i laughed in a couple scenes but not one of will's best movies....saturday omg....well i woke up at about 9 b/c im a big loser i guess and went with my mom to get groceries and while we were at walmart we got to whitness some body get hurt and then the ems come in and save them freakin sweet! then later while i was sitting at home watchin the osu game i got a lovely frm olivia askin me where the fuck i was haha i had completly forgot about my crosscountry banquet oo yea really embarassing......good thing they called after my lil incident i went a hung out with matt jordan and kevin until kt a ben were off of work great time guys haha its always great when we get to hang out in A&A all night lol ooo well it was still fun....im not gonna lie goin out to camrans was a lil awkward but its all good i was just along for the ride all night lol but were all goin to have to go to mcdonalds and play in the play place again somtime haha   goodtimes lol umm my sunday was BORING.....i did absolutly nothing and i would have had it ne other way i think we all need one of these days every once in awhile where all we do is lay around and do absoluty nothin....some times i get so spun around with everythin goin on in my life that i almost loose it but then i just slow down with a couple of good movies and some hot chocolate.... life is too complicated some times but thats what makes it soo fun!